Sunday, May 23, 2010

I'm Here...

This is a long, overdue post, and a very hard one to write, actually. But I'm here, in Puerto Rico, home.

I took an unplanned, blogging vacation and I'm really sorry for not letting anyone know, but like I said it was  unplanned. It sort of just happened. I suddenly only had a few weeks left in LA to pack, do a million errands and most importantly spend precious time with my honey.

I wish I could express how I feel, but basically it's as if I were hot and cold at the same time. I've never had such mixed feelings about anything in my life. I'm happy to be home and see my family but OMG so sad borderline depressed that I'm not with my boyfriend and that twe're 3,000 miles apart.

The question in everyone's mind must be WHY? And the answer is ... I made the decision of going back to school.  Hardest decision that I've made so far, but I stick to it. I want to say that I left a piece of my heart in LA, but I would be lying I left my heart there. The whole thing.

Enough of that, or I'm gonna turn into a big ball of tears. Good news is that I'm here, I have internet YAY!!! And I'm blogging.

Before leaving, I had made some changes and tweaks here and there on the blog and I'll talk a bit about that on another post.

Expect full-on blogging from June on.


PS: From my last post, you guys were right. I got extensions, thanks for all the compliments. Wait till you see my new look.

Miss you so much! XOXO


Picture from here.

8 comments:

  1. Congrats on going back to school...that's amazing!!!

    Some decisions are best made last minute...although it may break our heart. Stay strong.

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  2. Just keep us in the loop! Happy for you :D

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  3. Wow. I can imagine how tough it is but you're a couple in love and a lady determined to finish school. You can do it and tons of hugs!

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  4. I've missed you too!Wow I am speechless, but why couldent you go to school in LA? I feel your pain I have been through the long distance thing. I am glad to have you back!! :) I miss you horrible..

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  5. omg, this is what i get for also taking an unplanned blog-cation.
    i can't believe i move 3,000 miles & end up 20 mins from you & you're 3,000 miles back the other way. sooooo unfair.
    not to make matters worse, but i was just telling the boyf (who i'm moving in with... crazy, i know) how excited i was that i would have a bloggy gal pal around the corner... since i don't know any chicks in Cali other than my God-Mommy in San Fran!
    DAMNIT!
    come visit :(
    i'm very very proud of you & happy for you, but i can't help but be selfishly sad!!!
    cough cough come back cough. haha, sorry.
    luvs u a bazillion. xox!
    -s

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  6. aweee im so happy for u lady :) :) xoox good luck in schoolo!!!!!! when do u start?!

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  7. I totally understand you on the long distance aspect of your relationship (though I don't know what's your actual predicament). I wish you the best querida.

    besos,

    fellow boricua ;)

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